MAMA :(

time toh an . me wif my mom syiok2 tgk GALA TV . dh ttbae my lil sis lak jd hantuu ! kcaw kitorg . first , akuu sbr ja an . dh lmalma toh dyea mkin kurg ajar at akuu babe !! akuu PANASS aa . akuu lain skit , jnis x dpt kwl rsa marah . so , bila akuu dh mrh tahap ke 5 * paling maximum . mmg confirm , akuu dh x dpt tahan k'marahan toh . mama akuu d dpn p0wn , akuu x kesah babe ! ya Allah . * kejam nya akuu . :( akuu pegi tolak adik akuu . blakang dyea t'kena almari . dh toh , dyea bls akuu . pukul akuu at blakang , sakittt tuh doe ! then , btul2 x dpt than . sikitt lgi akuu bgi dyea buku lima ! nasib dpt halang ole my mom . klau x , x taww aa apa jdi . then , my mom mrh2 me . my mom said ' SHE'S STILL YOUNG ! WHY YOU DO LIKE THAT ? IRUL BERAKAL SUDAH . MNA BOLE JD MCM NEH ! ' then , akuu ckp aa at mama akuu ' MA ! SHE'S ANNOYING . I HATE HER SO MUCH ! DYEA BUKAN BUDAK KCIK LGI MA . MMG PATUT DIAJAR OLE AKUU ! ' * smpai cm toh skli akuu ckp at mama akuu . my mom mcm x sangka yg me bole said like that ! . that's why i really HATE myself bila akuu marah2 ... ya Allah ! akuu rsa sgtsgt b'salah wif my mom . someone ! please HELP me . really2 need to say ' MOM . I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I DID TONIGHT . ' but , i can't ! i'm to ego . grr , hopestly , i've someone . who can make me smile . and strong for saying that WORDS to my mom .

mama . irul mintak maaf tersangat la sangat ! time toh . langsung xda niat nk ckp cm toh at mama . hope you can forgive me mom ! cause no matter what happen . you always number 1 in my HEART . ilysfdm !

and always will <3